This is a blog post dedicated to my one and only baby love, Vanessa. I love you, more than words can say. I admit I am not the best tempered boyfriend you ever had. You had to endure much of the scrutiny by me all these months, i am truly sorry if you felt it had demean you in any measure. By far, you need to know you are the girl I’ve truly ever loved. I really want things to work out for good and so please be patient for our future’s sake ok?
I remember vividly how i kissed you at my house, after we took a walk in Pasir Ris Park. It was the most amazing experience I’ve ever had prior to my past relationship. Although we are not the conventional couple like most people, but i do treasure our past. The days where we helped one another to walk down the most tiresome journey.
I hope in time to come we’ll be able to understand one another antics more and more. Willing to allow forebearance to overtake the impulse in us.
I’ve been wanting to tell you. I am really happy to be with you, these 7 months have not been a chore to me. I enjoy being with you so much though i see you almost everyday, I am not dreading it!! I want you to be more and more rooted in my life babe, so much so that the goal is to be my lawful wedded wife (:
So as we continue to persue the rest of the journey together, take heed I will never want you to be part of someone else’s life. I am self-fish in a way, i only want you to be mine. I try hard not to be possessive , but constantly being zealous for you.
My love, i love you much. Continue walking this journey with me. I can’t promise that I’m the best, but what i can do is promise you I will treat you the best of my ability.
touched.