It started when i jokingly said i would not be chosen for this overseas training center posting. I brushed the thought aside, thinking that I’d not be the “unlucky” person who would be chosen.
So i was chosen. Lol. I tried resisting, but you know, the army loves to coerce you la ta ma de. A very emotional period, things just started to look up for me in my relationship with her. We were progressing well, making plans, throwing the past behind, laying all else aside and adoring one another. A couple in love. Now the superior tells me i have to go for six months. I was devastated. My friends encouraged me to take things to stride. Yet i know i couldn’t shake this thought of leaving her for six months. What could be worst?
Recently, i pondered intently on the current life i have in the army. I couldn’t ask for more. Comparing myself with my other friends who passed out from the same batch as me, i am indeed a very lucky man. I told myself i ought to be grateful, put down the unruly thoughts and look forward to what’s installed in the future for me.
Vanessa, i know it will be extremely tough. In a relationship, the physical touch is mandatory. Most couples thrive on the physical touch to constantly empower the relationship. When i’m in taiwan, chances are that you’ll be so lonely, thoughts of finding another isn’t surprising. I guess since we’ve come to an agreement that we’ll both wait for one another, lets stay faithful to our promise. You know how much i love and care for you, the last person i’m willing to hurt. I love you alot. I’m very much happy during my last few months with you, you made me a very happy man. Whenever i see you, you never fail to cheer me up. Thank you very much for putting up with my nonsense. I very much appreciate it darling. I love you.
